September 26, 2008

The best love letter ever

You will be happy that you read this all the way through!

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!

Your friend, ALLAH

PS - Do you have enough time to send this to another person?

If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Not ashamed? Pass this on......only if you mean it.

Yes, I do Love God. He is my source of existence and Savior. Allah keeps me functioning each and everyday.

Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I am nothing,

September 20, 2008

Islamabad Marriot Hotel Blast

Before: After:

Currently 40 people have been reported dead.
Be it Taliban, or America, both of them should burn in hell. Killing and injuring thousands of people. That too, in Ramadan. One for the sake of "battling terrorism" and one in the name of "Islam".
Ironic isn't it? Battling terrorism when you are the terrorist yourself?
No responsibility of the blast has been claimed as yet, but I strongly think this is an act of U.S.
I believe that U.S. is feeding Taliban, and the blasts are a result of that. Bush will now blame this on the Taliban and "terrorists", and then enter as a means of "defence" to Pakistan, hence taking full control of Pakistan.

I may be wrong, but be it America or Taliban (if both of them are separate, anyway!), both are nothing but bloody murders, blood-sucking leeches.
Taliban kill in the name of religion- WHAT RELIGION? Where does Islam state you have to imprision women and force them to live as slaves under men? ?!?!?1
America- How the bloody hell can you fight terrorism when you are the one spreading terror EVERYWHERE! You've meddled with nearly every country. Iraq, Palestine, Pakistan, Afghanistan. Bush is the number 1 terrorist.
I'm telling you, once we eradicate Bush and Taliban and all other hardliners, we have world peace.

September 18, 2008

The Silence of a Raging Fire

The Silence of a Raging Fire

And in the fire of my presence, I see your visage.
It’s burning me; flames of remorse engulfing me.
And in the ashes of my future, I see your corpse,
Limp and frail it lies, helpless it screams with silent cries.

Are we impotent to the birth of our lives?
Is it as weak as it seems?
I reach out for you and try to quench my thirst,
Futile as it is, for barren lands don’t pacify desires.

You’re the moon in the night sky that seems just inches away,
The horizon in my landscape.
The mirage of my life;
A deception,; a lie.

We are no novice,
To life’s vehement hostility.
So then why does this turn of destiny catch me off guard?
Why does this fire burn the thoughts of our predicted fate?

And I’m falling; free-falling into nothingness;
Free-falling into everything.
Free-falling into this abyss,
Nothing to cushion the fall.

And I lie here,
Stuck in my own prison, and I can’t break free.
I lie here, intoxicated by this numbness,
As my demons encircle me.

I lie here,
Frozen in this concrete silence.
A thousand words are left unspoken,
As I seal my lips and silently wait, silently break.

Silenced by deception,
Silenced by pain.
Tears in eyes,
And the world slowly spins.

A new day,
A new world.
A new past,
A new wound.

Flames of memories burn inside,
A deafening silence overtaking me.
I watch the flames of our memories burn,
As I leave behind the ashes of our past.

Arfa Shahid Siddiqi
Completed at: 18th September, 2008,Thursday, at 1:57 am.

Been trying to write this for almost a month now..this is the longest I've taken to complete a poem...just couldn't get to the ending, was stuck at the 4th paragraph, after the first two lines.

September 5, 2008

My life is over.

My facebook got hacked/phished. Get me OFF your lists NOW! I'm so effin' pissed off atm. ALL OF MY DATA GONE! PIctures? GONE! No backup cuz I backed them all up on FB! GODDAMIT!

But this made my day:-

Me:oh btw, what's the link to my profile?
yeah like when you clikc on my profile, whats the url
copy paste kerdo please
oye aik minute
whats the time there?
7:33 am
where did we first talk?
good :D
Are you ok?
im paranoid ok><
ahh ghost!
THAT made my DAY! =D
hey nothing wrong in making sure :P
You are the best!
=D OMG You deserve a virtual hug
*tight bear hug*
Acha bas ab batao :P

Dr. Aafia Siddiqui In Court For Attempted Murder

Dr. Aafiq Siddiqui was charged with attempted murder and was taken to court.
Let me just say this as subtly and as decently as I can: WHAT THE *beep*?

Now hold on, hold on, lemme get this straight:
You take a Muslim woman, a Niqabi Muslim woman, abduct her to Afghanistan, catch her as an Al Qaeda operative, take her to U.S., put her in men's prison, torture her, every single man has raped her there (dunno how far that is true, but even if a few did, it's RAPE and it's mental and physical abuse!), you torture her, and her health, this is her health:
-one of her kidneys had been removed while in captivity;
-her teeth had been removed;
-her nose had been broken, and improperly reset;
-that her recent gun-shot wound had been incompetently dressed, was oozing blood, leaving her clothes soaked with blood.

And you expect her to not go crazy? Not want to let her rage out? I don't even have any comments, I have nothing to say, Goddamit! This is not how you treat humans! And on top of that you expect her not to attempt to kill you? This is an outrage! Besides, she is SO can a 90lbs woman, pick up an m4 rifle and shoot him? Heck, the officer put it down with his foot in front of him. If he saw her grab it, didn't he stop her? Or are you too pigheaded and slow to move that quick? Bloody morons. I hope all of them rot in hell. People like these shot be hung to death! They don't deserve to live in this world, those inhumane animals! Taliban seems like angels in front of these inhumane sadists.
These people, I wish I could say May Allah guide them, but no. I don't, and I won't. I want these people to rot in hell, in the deepest, fiery pits of hell, and inshAllah they will.

Fa in the end, Allah is the best judge, He Alone has the knowledge of all things. And He is definetly not unjust, na3ouzubillah.

September 4, 2008

So wrong but so true..

Pakistan New Qaumi Tarana

Zardari Ki Zameen Shadbaad
Bijli Aaye 8 Ghantay Baad
Tu Nishanay Corruption Aalishan
Shad baad Sindh Abaad
Zardari Ki Zamin Ka Nizam
Atay, Gas, Bijli Ka Bohran
Qaum Mulk Sab Gharak,,Nawaz,Wakeel Pa-in-da-bad
Benazir Dunia Se Faraar
Parchamay Sitara-o-Hilal
Khoon Mein Runga Sara Saal
Bhool Apna Maazi Shan-e-Haal Jaan-e-Istaqlal
Saya-e-America Sar Pe Sawar